So many things I want to buy/have brought but need to save for..
- Tattooooo (picture at end of post)
- Hair extensions $350... just some madd arse bangs.
- Big Day Out (got tix)
- Boys of Summer Tour (got tix)
- Soundwave (got tix)
HOLIDAY FOR MY BIRTHDAY TO QLD TO SEE MY BESTIE MORGAN WHO IS BORN ON THE SAME DAY AS ME!!!!
I think my car needs a new gear box.
Its an old car so I don;t know if I will be able to find one.... hopefully the clutch is just worn...
I spend to much moolah on alcohol.
No drinking unless its a very special occasion from now till end of January.
Fuck that will kill me. Summer holidays ARE drinking holidays. (Actually any day is a drinking day.)
Maybe MODERATE drinking lol
I have been dabbling in the pot lately.... it means I dont spend that much when I am out.
I AM A HORRIBLE VEGETARIAN. I HAD TWO CRISPY CHICKEN DELUXE BURGERS FROM MACCAS WHEN I WAS PISSED LAST NIGHT.
My situation with pat isn't really much better. He thinks I am annoyed at him if i am quiet then I get annoyed when he says that if i am not. And when he is drunk he can be really I dont know... mean. This guy, David wanted to hookup right? And pat was pressuring me to do it... I was like "NO"
Sometimes I think he wants a real reason to be madd at me, other than I broke his heart then rolled over it and now I am all hott and cold. See if its just us, its fine. But distance makes me rethink that perhaps I dont love him. Point is, he is still waiting for me. What is I am never ready? He doesn't deserve this. It just makes me frustrated. At myself. And when we are drinking he always thinks I am with a guy. Like I got a message last night saying where are you? I wrote maccas and then he sent one back saying something like "ok you're with him, sorry" I dont know whether he was annoyed at me for not telling him where I was going,? I was with Frenchy, my brother form another mother!! And he was worried about Lek too. He gets all downer and stroppy when he is pissed. Well, when I am there anyways, for realll... I dont know what he is like normally when he is out.... like he isnt happy. And I think "maybe if I wasn't there he would be!". The other night I could tell he was making jabs at me. "Dont you ate it when people fuck you over" blah blah blah. He can just be really insulting. I was quite madd at him that night. But after I brought him a kebab it was ok. Eventually I will yell at him I do think.... Just cause I was annoyed. Like when we were going out once he chucked a woopy cause i said i wasnt going back to his house (turns out he had only come out to see me and so i could stay there so fair enough... i understand) but then he had the "grrr" to walk in the opposite direction on the otherside of the road.. AFTER he had been at the train station waiting just to see if we would care and he completely ignored us. Then I msg'd him and he denied it so I went after him and cried alot because i felt so annoyed and scared... He said he felt like he was being ignored the whole night... gah!
Kettle of worms right there friends... don't get me started. Best friend ever.. sometimes I just get annoyed. Its probably for no reason really, just me. Its all my fault really. Our whole situation.
When we do stuff he always tell me he wants me. Like to have sex. I don't dig sex.... HELLO? Virgin here. Sex is a no no.
Uni is over... I am so happy. Now I must work. work. work. And save. save. save.
I LOVEE YOUSSS!!
Brightly coloured with the words Breathe Deep, Seek Peace underneath it. Its a tokidoki design I altered. And more in the background. She also has a tattoo of a geisha and shizzle on her sleeve.
And its on my back, A4 page put portrait view!